New Blog

hey guys..i Have another blog..http://renvin92.blogspot.com
pls check it out!!its another blog of mine but its for my college assignment.
hope you guys will enjoy it^^

Library

I am siting in the library doing my homework...last minute me..haha
dunno why these few days very tired like that....very dizzy a....feel like want to faint...
few days ago the quareling is making me like dying..too much to enter...to much to process...dunno what to do..
today a....my friends and I decided to make up....i didnt make up at first la..but later my friend put eye liner on me...she said i look better..i am quite happy i met them..at least i wont feel lonely la...
tomorrow we decided to wear the taylor's t-shirt..haha..i can save my time thinking what to where tomorrow lo...hehe

bad dream

Bad dream of love....
everyday in confusion...
i want to wake up as soon as possible..very tired....

Again...again...

Another day in college..
I just finished my class...
It was suppose to end at 12 pm but the lecturer let us leave early..
But there are homework to be done..
It has to be done before Friday..
I am so tired..
Not tired about so many homework but not enough sleep..
I couldn't sleep for 2 nights...
Maybe its because of the weather..so HOT!!!
Again..
another problem is him la...
haiz..I know..him....
quarrel again..
actualy.. I don't really want to blame him...
about his addiction...
I am really tired...he said...
I think..one day we will leave each other..
actualy i don't want to hear this..
I don't want him to leave me...
I don't want to leave him too...
when he said he got sickness...
that quite worry me...
he say no need to worry..
but i stilll worry lo...
The frequent quarelling about that matter really make me worry..
frankly speaking..
yesterday I am not that willing to do it..
but he still ask me too..
Actualy..
I was quite angry..
because to me...
that has to get 2 person to agree and must have the willingness..
if don't have..then
it is useless...
no meaning........
right??

College life^^

well...i have started my college life...
its friday and is already the fifth day..still finding some friends to make with..
i had made a few actualy..mostly girls la....my class only have a few guys....
haha..guys already extinct..kidding....
today also is my secondary school's sports day..i wished i could be there but i have class....arghh..and i can't go in...i dyed my hair..haiz..
hope the juniors will perform well...
and their competition too..good luck to them!!
i miss them very much too..my friends in Klang...
the lecturers here are very nice...maybe i haven't see their mean side yet..hope they are not that mean...I only get to meet 2 of the 4 lecturers..Nest week still got^^...
I hope i can survive this college life...People say if u don't know how to swim in this lake..you will drown...
SO..
HOPE I WON'T DROWN!!!
and I DON'T WANT TO!!!!
hehe..wish me luck lo....^^