my trip..day 1 and day 2

hmm..my class trip..we left klang around 10pm..on the way..we watched around 2 movies....but almost everyone slept around 3 stg..but i only managed to sleep around 4 stg but we reached the kuala perlis around 6 stg in the morning..so fast..we went with 5S3..so 2 buses lo..but more worse is that that day is a public holiday so the jetty is packed with a lot a lot of people...once we reached there..wa....hehe..we saw 5S5 at the langkawi jetty..they were on their way to pulau payar..that day...after we left our luggage at a place we straight went to small islands and yun fu dao....we can see many eagles too..but the waves very rough la...rough until like roller coaster...on a bumpy track..haha..once.. the boat went boom boom boom.....a bit scary..but fun^^

that day we had bbq..nice o!!but the food a bit spicy..the dong fen lo..put chilli padi....but that nite o..the guys went drinking until some of the girls went mad....coz we scared that stg happened..but luckily ntg happened..so..that was day 1 and day2!!!

haiz...

sick...sick again...since when????since i finish my SPM..i tot i recover le..then i fever again during my class trip...2nd time....3rd time was after my class trip.....i think to day is 2nd day le.....hope i will recover soon.....i must recover...

talking to myself here arent gonna work..but i have been sleeping the whole day already....now..i cant sleep...

my bro format the comp..now i cant read chinese and my class trip photo is missing!!!!!!

y my day today so bad???

hope tomorrow will be a better one!!!

病了....

我..最后还是认输了...他说..他原谅我.....我们又开始了...
我终于考完了SPM....昨天生病还硬着头去玩和逛街...搞得现在还生病....
我昨天也买了一件裙..好喜欢....也拍了大头贴!!!
明天晚上..我要去LANGKAWI了．．．好期待！！！
可是．．要坐８小时的巴士．．．不简单．．．
说到生病．．．．我一直发恶梦．．每次起来都哭．．．而且．．梦里．．有他．．．．应该没事啦．．．．

love....or friends?

what is love???i dunno that feeling anymore...and it is hard for me to believe in it anymore....the best way???stay as friends...friends...are pure...friends...are not that complicated....its hard to live in this world...where lies always surround us..plus challenges in your life..makes u more hard to live in this world..thats y...letting it go...will minus one headache.....
blame if u want...i give up in this...
but we will still remain as friends.^^

第四天...

第四天了....还是睡得很不好.....很累..可是一直撑着要上网.....为何 啊?我不知道....今天...妈妈说我的KARI不错．．．嗨．．．．他干吗突然对我那么好．．之前就一直讲我．．我好不习惯．．．．他的好．．．我只能慢慢接受．．．．．我不能失去这个好朋友．．．他给的承诺．．．保护．．．我不懂该不该．．．．相信．．．．每个男人．．都一样吧．．．．嗨．．．两个人的想法也没什么分别．．．．

昨天．．我花了我的８９．５０．．卖一个ＳＥＴ的书．．．．．也是跟ＶＡＭＰＩＲＥ有关系的．．．．

我刚刚在ＹＯＵＴＵＢＥ找到ＮＥＷ　ＭＯＯＮ　的几首歌．．．听了．．的确有点伤心．．．．没得逃避．．．一个人．．肯定会伤心．．．骗不了人．．更骗不了自己！

星期六．．我会做一些ＣＵＰＣＡＫＥ给大家吃．．希望大家会喜欢！＾＾

他.....

他....今天应该是和朋友玩得很开心吧....
我..其实..早就该放手了.....
对..这次我开口..对..每次都是我开口...
因为..他....每次都不肯做决定...我没有怪他..我也没有怪他前天在电话责怪我为何什么是都是我做决定..因为我知道...
我只是想让他知道...爱情..不是全部..因为..他还有梦想...朋友和家人..而且..他跟我在一起的那段时间..他很少笑..也很少和朋友.....逗他笑的力气...没有了......连自己笑的力气也没了....因为考试..家庭..还有..未来..我说过..我不是神仙...我不能预测未来能发生什么..但是..我知道..未来..是由自己的努力创造出来的.....我的未来对我很重要......你的也对你很重要....所一我才选择放弃.....也许..他..会觉得我很自私....可是我没有办法...我希望他是为了自己而活..不是因为我....
我不能太依赖他..他也一样......
17岁的我..真笨!!!
真的很笨......
嗨..干吗一直拿着手机....手机再也不会有他的信息啦...期待什么?放手了..云..放手了.......
不过..想说最后一次.....麒..对不起..我.................
嗨....
再见了............真的再见了............

tired o!!!

wa...last night i slept around 12 stg and i woke up at 7am..haha..then go sunway walk whole day o!!siao leh...haha....
we went to the bus station around 9 stg..wa..the bus driver o..take his own sweet time like that o..so slow..but nvm..we aren't in a hurry....we reached there around 10 stg and straight go to the cinema to collect the 'new moon' tickets..wah..luckily we got a place...haha....
then we walk and walk and walk..then we thought want to buy jit yong stg for his bday 2nite..we went to a shop...sell shower foam all that stuffs de ..went le few shops then we came to one....haha..got coconut, oats, peach, strawberry(sweet), blackberry and vanila(until now the smell not yet gone)==
then after a few sniffing and trying..we chose the blackberry 1..just nice....hope he likes it^^

me and chian also took a pic of the christmas decoration..quite nice a!!and the ice-skating ring is packed with ppl..haha...holiday ma.....haiz.......

this place dunno y make me remember him..first hold hands there...cant forget.....he needs to be independent..so am i... i am not turning back..i am not giving up!!!!
hope it stays that way....

First day single....

today i did some cup cakes for chian ning and yi lyn..a bit sweet...but hope they like it!!!!
today chemistry did some careless mistakes..too tired gua..cant concentrate coz..didnt sleep prperly for a few nights..haiz.....
stupid mosquito or stg bit me just now..leg swollen le.....pain some more.....
tomorrow i go watch movie wif frens ler..hope i can relax....at least forget those unhappy things^^

什么是人生?

人生????不是为了实现梦想吗?
这样会使到人生更有意义....对吧...?

爱情根本不是全部.....
17岁的我..还有很多东西要做..
现在...爱情.....不是我要的...也不可能是第一...

我烦了两个晚上..饭吃不下...睡也难睡..好辛苦..不然..还是放弃了....
反正大家还年轻...急什么呢?????

好累..要读书....可是电话一直响.......头一直转..
好了啦..够了...该是时候放一个句号........
要不然..你我都辛苦.....

15

15 lyrics by Taylor Swift
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I havent seen you around, before

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be
fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough youre best friends
laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
and youre feeling like flying
and youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and youre dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends
[ Taylor Swift 15 lyrics found on http://www.lyricsoncall.com/lyrics/taylor-swift/15-lyrics.html ]

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
youre gonna believe them
when youre fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
but I didnt know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine

and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la

Youre very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

感情

感情是不能勉强的.....
对不起...让你一个人
对不起...让你不能见你
我知道...我这样很自私...我不想的...
我不想一切太冲动.....
我想慢慢来.......
明白吗????
可是...记得...你并没有一个人....