Again...again...

Another day in college..
I just finished my class...
It was suppose to end at 12 pm but the lecturer let us leave early..
But there are homework to be done..
It has to be done before Friday..
I am so tired..
Not tired about so many homework but not enough sleep..
I couldn't sleep for 2 nights...
Maybe its because of the weather..so HOT!!!
Again..
another problem is him la...
haiz..I know..him....
quarrel again..
actualy.. I don't really want to blame him...
about his addiction...
I am really tired...he said...
I think..one day we will leave each other..
actualy i don't want to hear this..
I don't want him to leave me...
I don't want to leave him too...
when he said he got sickness...
that quite worry me...
he say no need to worry..
but i stilll worry lo...
The frequent quarelling about that matter really make me worry..
frankly speaking..
yesterday I am not that willing to do it..
but he still ask me too..
Actualy..
I was quite angry..
because to me...
that has to get 2 person to agree and must have the willingness..
if don't have..then
it is useless...
no meaning........
right??