Chinese New Year

wahaha..chinese new year...everyday also eat T.T..i gain weight le la...scary......i need to exercise d..haha
yesterday i followed my family back to my mother hometown(tangkak,johor) to pray grandma and see my aunt..haiz.....my uncle kena mild stroke..he aledi 60 stg...got diabetes some more...see him i also ke lian him..coz his sis also dun want go back see him..
but my big aunt more worse le....now ..because of diabetes..she blind d... cant walk...cant eat by herself..need ppl to help her....i feel sad for her..now she have to wash her kidney everyweek also ....haiz....i am very scared she wont hold on that long..really scared i will loose another family member..but wat choice i have...ppl still will leave this place one day..it is the circle of life...right??
i have been thinking seriously these days whether to stop my music or not..coz i failed my exam for the 4th time...my cousin suggest i go study business management..hmm.....
hehe..yesterday i ate strawberry..but this type different o..big big de..and sweet some more..@@
my chloe...haha..sometime see her like very ke lian...coz..like nobody bother her like that...haha..but she quite smart o..hehe..can climb gate d..dunno how...from back can climb until infront...haha....cute chloe..love her very much....and also...yean chee....hmm..i dunno y..feels like i am not ready yet.............T.T