College life^^

well...i have started my college life...
its friday and is already the fifth day..still finding some friends to make with..
i had made a few actualy..mostly girls la....my class only have a few guys....
haha..guys already extinct..kidding....
today also is my secondary school's sports day..i wished i could be there but i have class....arghh..and i can't go in...i dyed my hair..haiz..
hope the juniors will perform well...
and their competition too..good luck to them!!
i miss them very much too..my friends in Klang...
the lecturers here are very nice...maybe i haven't see their mean side yet..hope they are not that mean...I only get to meet 2 of the 4 lecturers..Nest week still got^^...
I hope i can survive this college life...People say if u don't know how to swim in this lake..you will drown...
SO..
HOPE I WON'T DROWN!!!
and I DON'T WANT TO!!!!
hehe..wish me luck lo....^^

离别~

明天。。有几位朋友要去ns了。。
我祝福他们。。
一路顺风啦！！
我呢？？
明天要去考undang..
希望能过关啦！
今天早上听说GSC　１　Ｕ　火灾了。。
希望我朋友们都没事啦！！
恩。。。
希望去ＮＳ的朋友们。。。
安全回来哦！！
想念你们！ｍｕａｋｚｚ！！

Next Monday...

wah...next monday is orientation day for my diploma in communication march intake at taylors...
i am a bit nervous...i scared i couldnt make any friends...
some more...i already feel the stress even though i havent start my course..
reason?
I am under Taylors scholarship..i was lucky to get that..even though 30% the first yr only..i felt thankful for the person who gave me the opportunity...but i still need to get good result..
so...wish me luck...hope everything is alright!

真的。。累了。。

对不起。。又伤你的心。。
我不是故意的。。
最近。。
有个男生骚扰我。。
我很怕提到那个东西。。
恐惧感吧。。
因为我遇到的每个男生。。
百分之六十都跟我替那个。。
我很怕。。
所以暂时不想提到那个。。
而且。。我要处理大学的事情。。
我没有告诉你那些事情。。
是因为你工作已经很累了。。
我不想你再为这件事。。
连工作也不能专心。。
我担心你。。
可是你说我觉得看戏比较重要。。
说真的。。
我很累。。
只是没告诉过你。。
因为我告诉过我自己。。
不管我有多累。。
我都不愿意跟你分开。。
我会忍。。
不管有多少东西你瞒着我。。
我也忍。。
因为。。
我相信你。。
会给我幸福。。
就算没有那个。。
我不介意。。
有你。。
就够了。。
我不敢太贪心。。
我怕太贪心。。
我会失去一些东西。。
如果可以。。
我希望。。。。。
我们。。
永远在一起。。
对不起。。不要伤心了。。

我♥你

Struggling...

haiz..i am still struggling about my future...
I know I want to study diploma in mass communication(broadcasting)
I think it will be in Taylors..but..
now..money and time is the problem..
the course cost around 45,ooo stg..
and it takes around2.5 years..
class is going to start on 29 mac..a bit too soon ya?
my father not yet talk to my mother yet..dunno what is their plan...haiz...
haiyaya...why it has to be so complicated...???

my result...

Hmm..5 A+, 2 As, 2 B+ and 1 B..means its 7 A1, 2 B3 and 1B4...haiz...should i feel happy???i am not sure ler...
I chose to take diploma in mass com...but my parents..haiz...still want me to get scholarship...
what should i do now???they want me to go overseas..where should i go ....?not sure also...
my whole path is so blury..dunno y...everyday keep thinking this and that..so tired...
but nvm....tomorrow i want to stay happy..we are having a gathering for our teachers...
at night will go to my old school for the performance they are having..
HOPE I will be happy^^

对着自己说话

我想要的
并不是真的
是永远在记忆里的梦
就算多努力
它还是像空气一样捉不到

走一步
退一步
最终还是在原点
难道
要这样走下去

要实现梦想
就要很坚强
我很抱歉
因为我不是坚强的她

要实现梦想
不是很简单
我才决定
因为你们我才放弃它

因为你们
所以我才不要你们
因我而伤心
如果你们伤心
我也伤心

爱你们
因为你们是我的家人
就算我哭了一整夜也好
就算我有多舍不得放弃
我还是为了你们而放弃