Struggling...

haiz..i am still struggling about my future...
I know I want to study diploma in mass communication(broadcasting)
I think it will be in Taylors..but..
now..money and time is the problem..
the course cost around 45,ooo stg..
and it takes around2.5 years..
class is going to start on 29 mac..a bit too soon ya?
my father not yet talk to my mother yet..dunno what is their plan...haiz...
haiyaya...why it has to be so complicated...???