Library

I am siting in the library doing my homework...last minute me..haha
dunno why these few days very tired like that....very dizzy a....feel like want to faint...
few days ago the quareling is making me like dying..too much to enter...to much to process...dunno what to do..
today a....my friends and I decided to make up....i didnt make up at first la..but later my friend put eye liner on me...she said i look better..i am quite happy i met them..at least i wont feel lonely la...
tomorrow we decided to wear the taylor's t-shirt..haha..i can save my time thinking what to where tomorrow lo...hehe

bad dream

Bad dream of love....
everyday in confusion...
i want to wake up as soon as possible..very tired....

Again...again...

Another day in college..
I just finished my class...
It was suppose to end at 12 pm but the lecturer let us leave early..
But there are homework to be done..
It has to be done before Friday..
I am so tired..
Not tired about so many homework but not enough sleep..
I couldn't sleep for 2 nights...
Maybe its because of the weather..so HOT!!!
Again..
another problem is him la...
haiz..I know..him....
quarrel again..
actualy.. I don't really want to blame him...
about his addiction...
I am really tired...he said...
I think..one day we will leave each other..
actualy i don't want to hear this..
I don't want him to leave me...
I don't want to leave him too...
when he said he got sickness...
that quite worry me...
he say no need to worry..
but i stilll worry lo...
The frequent quarelling about that matter really make me worry..
frankly speaking..
yesterday I am not that willing to do it..
but he still ask me too..
Actualy..
I was quite angry..
because to me...
that has to get 2 person to agree and must have the willingness..
if don't have..then
it is useless...
no meaning........
right??

College life^^

well...i have started my college life...
its friday and is already the fifth day..still finding some friends to make with..
i had made a few actualy..mostly girls la....my class only have a few guys....
haha..guys already extinct..kidding....
today also is my secondary school's sports day..i wished i could be there but i have class....arghh..and i can't go in...i dyed my hair..haiz..
hope the juniors will perform well...
and their competition too..good luck to them!!
i miss them very much too..my friends in Klang...
the lecturers here are very nice...maybe i haven't see their mean side yet..hope they are not that mean...I only get to meet 2 of the 4 lecturers..Nest week still got^^...
I hope i can survive this college life...People say if u don't know how to swim in this lake..you will drown...
SO..
HOPE I WON'T DROWN!!!
and I DON'T WANT TO!!!!
hehe..wish me luck lo....^^

离别~

明天。。有几位朋友要去ns了。。
我祝福他们。。
一路顺风啦！！
我呢？？
明天要去考undang..
希望能过关啦！
今天早上听说GSC　１　Ｕ　火灾了。。
希望我朋友们都没事啦！！
恩。。。
希望去ＮＳ的朋友们。。。
安全回来哦！！
想念你们！ｍｕａｋｚｚ！！

Next Monday...

wah...next monday is orientation day for my diploma in communication march intake at taylors...
i am a bit nervous...i scared i couldnt make any friends...
some more...i already feel the stress even though i havent start my course..
reason?
I am under Taylors scholarship..i was lucky to get that..even though 30% the first yr only..i felt thankful for the person who gave me the opportunity...but i still need to get good result..
so...wish me luck...hope everything is alright!

真的。。累了。。

对不起。。又伤你的心。。
我不是故意的。。
最近。。
有个男生骚扰我。。
我很怕提到那个东西。。
恐惧感吧。。
因为我遇到的每个男生。。
百分之六十都跟我替那个。。
我很怕。。
所以暂时不想提到那个。。
而且。。我要处理大学的事情。。
我没有告诉你那些事情。。
是因为你工作已经很累了。。
我不想你再为这件事。。
连工作也不能专心。。
我担心你。。
可是你说我觉得看戏比较重要。。
说真的。。
我很累。。
只是没告诉过你。。
因为我告诉过我自己。。
不管我有多累。。
我都不愿意跟你分开。。
我会忍。。
不管有多少东西你瞒着我。。
我也忍。。
因为。。
我相信你。。
会给我幸福。。
就算没有那个。。
我不介意。。
有你。。
就够了。。
我不敢太贪心。。
我怕太贪心。。
我会失去一些东西。。
如果可以。。
我希望。。。。。
我们。。
永远在一起。。
对不起。。不要伤心了。。

我♥你