my trip..day 1 and day 2

hmm..my class trip..we left klang around 10pm..on the way..we watched around 2 movies....but almost everyone slept around 3 stg..but i only managed to sleep around 4 stg but we reached the kuala perlis around 6 stg in the morning..so fast..we went with 5S3..so 2 buses lo..but more worse is that that day is a public holiday so the jetty is packed with a lot a lot of people...once we reached there..wa....hehe..we saw 5S5 at the langkawi jetty..they were on their way to pulau payar..that day...after we left our luggage at a place we straight went to small islands and yun fu dao....we can see many eagles too..but the waves very rough la...rough until like roller coaster...on a bumpy track..haha..once.. the boat went boom boom boom.....a bit scary..but fun^^

that day we had bbq..nice o!!but the food a bit spicy..the dong fen lo..put chilli padi....but that nite o..the guys went drinking until some of the girls went mad....coz we scared that stg happened..but luckily ntg happened..so..that was day 1 and day2!!!

haiz...

sick...sick again...since when????since i finish my SPM..i tot i recover le..then i fever again during my class trip...2nd time....3rd time was after my class trip.....i think to day is 2nd day le.....hope i will recover soon.....i must recover...

talking to myself here arent gonna work..but i have been sleeping the whole day already....now..i cant sleep...

my bro format the comp..now i cant read chinese and my class trip photo is missing!!!!!!

y my day today so bad???

hope tomorrow will be a better one!!!

病了....

我..最后还是认输了...他说..他原谅我.....我们又开始了...
我终于考完了SPM....昨天生病还硬着头去玩和逛街...搞得现在还生病....
我昨天也买了一件裙..好喜欢....也拍了大头贴!!!
明天晚上..我要去LANGKAWI了．．．好期待！！！
可是．．要坐８小时的巴士．．．不简单．．．
说到生病．．．．我一直发恶梦．．每次起来都哭．．．而且．．梦里．．有他．．．．应该没事啦．．．．

love....or friends?

what is love???i dunno that feeling anymore...and it is hard for me to believe in it anymore....the best way???stay as friends...friends...are pure...friends...are not that complicated....its hard to live in this world...where lies always surround us..plus challenges in your life..makes u more hard to live in this world..thats y...letting it go...will minus one headache.....
blame if u want...i give up in this...
but we will still remain as friends.^^

第四天...

第四天了....还是睡得很不好.....很累..可是一直撑着要上网.....为何 啊?我不知道....今天...妈妈说我的KARI不错．．．嗨．．．．他干吗突然对我那么好．．之前就一直讲我．．我好不习惯．．．．他的好．．．我只能慢慢接受．．．．．我不能失去这个好朋友．．．他给的承诺．．．保护．．．我不懂该不该．．．．相信．．．．每个男人．．都一样吧．．．．嗨．．．两个人的想法也没什么分别．．．．

昨天．．我花了我的８９．５０．．卖一个ＳＥＴ的书．．．．．也是跟ＶＡＭＰＩＲＥ有关系的．．．．

我刚刚在ＹＯＵＴＵＢＥ找到ＮＥＷ　ＭＯＯＮ　的几首歌．．．听了．．的确有点伤心．．．．没得逃避．．．一个人．．肯定会伤心．．．骗不了人．．更骗不了自己！

星期六．．我会做一些ＣＵＰＣＡＫＥ给大家吃．．希望大家会喜欢！＾＾

他.....

他....今天应该是和朋友玩得很开心吧....
我..其实..早就该放手了.....
对..这次我开口..对..每次都是我开口...
因为..他....每次都不肯做决定...我没有怪他..我也没有怪他前天在电话责怪我为何什么是都是我做决定..因为我知道...
我只是想让他知道...爱情..不是全部..因为..他还有梦想...朋友和家人..而且..他跟我在一起的那段时间..他很少笑..也很少和朋友.....逗他笑的力气...没有了......连自己笑的力气也没了....因为考试..家庭..还有..未来..我说过..我不是神仙...我不能预测未来能发生什么..但是..我知道..未来..是由自己的努力创造出来的.....我的未来对我很重要......你的也对你很重要....所一我才选择放弃.....也许..他..会觉得我很自私....可是我没有办法...我希望他是为了自己而活..不是因为我....
我不能太依赖他..他也一样......
17岁的我..真笨!!!
真的很笨......
嗨..干吗一直拿着手机....手机再也不会有他的信息啦...期待什么?放手了..云..放手了.......
不过..想说最后一次.....麒..对不起..我.................
嗨....
再见了............真的再见了............

tired o!!!

wa...last night i slept around 12 stg and i woke up at 7am..haha..then go sunway walk whole day o!!siao leh...haha....
we went to the bus station around 9 stg..wa..the bus driver o..take his own sweet time like that o..so slow..but nvm..we aren't in a hurry....we reached there around 10 stg and straight go to the cinema to collect the 'new moon' tickets..wah..luckily we got a place...haha....
then we walk and walk and walk..then we thought want to buy jit yong stg for his bday 2nite..we went to a shop...sell shower foam all that stuffs de ..went le few shops then we came to one....haha..got coconut, oats, peach, strawberry(sweet), blackberry and vanila(until now the smell not yet gone)==
then after a few sniffing and trying..we chose the blackberry 1..just nice....hope he likes it^^

me and chian also took a pic of the christmas decoration..quite nice a!!and the ice-skating ring is packed with ppl..haha...holiday ma.....haiz.......

this place dunno y make me remember him..first hold hands there...cant forget.....he needs to be independent..so am i... i am not turning back..i am not giving up!!!!
hope it stays that way....

First day single....

today i did some cup cakes for chian ning and yi lyn..a bit sweet...but hope they like it!!!!
today chemistry did some careless mistakes..too tired gua..cant concentrate coz..didnt sleep prperly for a few nights..haiz.....
stupid mosquito or stg bit me just now..leg swollen le.....pain some more.....
tomorrow i go watch movie wif frens ler..hope i can relax....at least forget those unhappy things^^

什么是人生?

人生????不是为了实现梦想吗?
这样会使到人生更有意义....对吧...?

爱情根本不是全部.....
17岁的我..还有很多东西要做..
现在...爱情.....不是我要的...也不可能是第一...

我烦了两个晚上..饭吃不下...睡也难睡..好辛苦..不然..还是放弃了....
反正大家还年轻...急什么呢?????

好累..要读书....可是电话一直响.......头一直转..
好了啦..够了...该是时候放一个句号........
要不然..你我都辛苦.....

15

15 lyrics by Taylor Swift
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I havent seen you around, before

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be
fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough youre best friends
laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
and youre feeling like flying
and youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and youre dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends
[ Taylor Swift 15 lyrics found on http://www.lyricsoncall.com/lyrics/taylor-swift/15-lyrics.html ]

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
youre gonna believe them
when youre fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
but I didnt know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine

and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la

Youre very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

感情

感情是不能勉强的.....
对不起...让你一个人
对不起...让你不能见你
我知道...我这样很自私...我不想的...
我不想一切太冲动.....
我想慢慢来.......
明白吗????
可是...记得...你并没有一个人....

愛一直存在

作詞：馬嵩惟、陳孟奇
作曲：陳孟奇


那天我揚起帆　
想看看未知的海
心裡很多話想說說不出來　
雖然我臉上看不出來

天空一樣蔚藍　卻換了多少雲彩
那時的你讓我幸福百分百　
是否為我等待

我知道我的愛一直都會存在

沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛　都在

站在你的門外　我決心不在徘徊
心裡很多話想說　說不出來　
但我想你一定都明白

時間過的好快
想念卻不曾更改
現在的你是否幸福百分百　
我應該怎麼猜

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

愛一直存在


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what day is today??

Tuesday...dunno what i am thinking..Physics on thursday....I dunno if my parent would allow me to go to ICOM...fee is..amazing..really want to pursue in music........haha.....i have to find the right time to discuss....

Ever seen yellow colour french bean?my mother told me old le..haha..but reminds me of the mendel's experiment?==read too much bio

nothing to say

I know i always say i am useless......i know i shouldnt...there is always a stone in my heart...i dunno how to take it away....now...i have a feeling that my music dream will not work at all.....i really want it to be a reality.......hate it every time i go nervous in that exam room...4th le!!!!!!i really dont want to fail again...........i always tell myself to calm down...still my stupid heart wont stop pumping.......i really need some help....i really do......haiz.............everyday is always a hard time for me......i dunno what to tell my teacher tomorrow..telling her i get the easiest question and still fail embarrassed me...D major for singing...Am for singing with accompaniment....and F major for accompaniment and transposition....easy right???stupid me!!!!

身骑白马－徐佳莹

我爱谁  跨不过  从来也不觉得错 自以为  抓着痛  就能往回忆里躲 偏执相信着  受诅咒的水晶球  阻挡可能心动的理由  而你却  靠近了  逼我们视线交错 原地不动  或向前走  突然在意这分钟 眼前    沙弥漫了等候  耳边传来孱弱的呼救 追赶要我  爱的不保留  我身骑白马  走三关  我改换素衣  回中原 放下西凉  无人管  我一心只想  王宝钏  而你却  靠近了  逼我们视线交错 原地不动  或向前走  突然在意这分钟 眼前荒沙弥漫了等候  耳边传来孱弱的呼救 追赶要我  爱的不保留  我身骑白马  走三关  我改换素衣  回中原 放下西凉  无人管  我一心只想  王宝钏  （满身伤痕累累也来不及痛  那是指引我走向你的清楚感受 不管危不危险  都要放下一切跟你走 只要一起承担  只要你不放手）  

今天

今天的天气不错啦！！！不知道要干吗每天上网....今天考了MATHS...一点难啦~==哈哈..明天就MORAL 了!!加油啊!!!后天ADDＭＡＴＨＳ　和我的音乐！！更要加油啊！！！！＝＝ＩＩＩ．．．．

累.....

今天我陪我妈去SUNWAY PYRAMID 做眼镜...那个男的..挺帅的嘛....他读书应该很厉害!!!哦!可是我陪妈妈好久别哦..大概有两个小时吧???

嗨....我今天又哭了...压力好大.....不知道怎么办才好呢?

我爸妈今天吵到很厉害..每次他们一吵架..我就把我自己关在房里....这次.....不知道是否是我的错......

我真的没办法啊....我又伤了自己...嗨..为什么我要这样?

SPM.....嗨....快点过好吗?别再折磨我了..............

white horse....

love this song~~~~

White Horse lyrics

Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel

Comes out just when you need it to

As I paced back and forth all this time

Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on

Stupid girl, I should have known

I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

My mistake I didn't know to be in love

You had to fight to have the upper hand

I had so many dreams about you and me

Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees

Begging for forgiveness, begging for me

Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale

I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well

This is a big world, that was a small town

There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse

Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa

Try and catch me now

Oh, it's too late to catch me now

my dog when small that time..now a naughty like my brother..so miss her when she was little......now big le a..haiz.....so active.......

yesterday quarreled with my mother...why scold me...she should have took her phone....y blame me for not telling her i came back home early....mummy sorry la.....

i know is my fault....haiz...my stupid bro...

make the house so messy

mummy didnt do hse work yesterday..today wake up need to sweep need to wash clothes..now heavy rain pula...==

hmm..my camera in my phone suddenly ok le..thats y took the pic above..i have to admit they are not that nice==

haiz.......

what am i doing..i should be studying a....

everytime i see him so sad.....i cant study anymore...i feel hurt too.........why o????

i know its my fault

i chose not to see him....because i scared my SPM will get affected..i know its selfish.....sorry............i just want to concentrate.....just hold it for 1 more month pls............

SPM is coming

Spm is coming.....so tired so angry yet i cant do anything

i have been crying for 3 days last week...my mother scold me for no reason...i just dont understand......y all the parents think like ......mm..when got exam cant use com or watch tv?

what rule is that....i am not a small little kid any more....i can think for myself!my future.....y cant she understand ler........haiz..........

friday is graduation day o!!!!everyone gambateh!!even though no 15 but we all must put up a performance that all of us wont forget!!!yeah!!!

五四三二一

理想起飞

二字加油!!!!!

love u guys!!

haiz...

today....i have 1 wish....

not wishing my leg to get well soon....but.....

i hope he will happy always....i always wanted to see a happy him....

pls.....be happy......i want u to be happy...i know i put my studies 1st but not u......i am sorry...i know i am selfish...i am sorry...

pls be happy...............if only u were happy...then i can overcome all the challenges in front of me.....promise me?

u must add oil too....work hard......dont let your mother say u are not fit for me and dont let my family look down at u either k?GAMBATEH!!!

a new blog

wao........my leg really hurts........i cant go for dance practising and i wont see a doc..

i hope it will heal by itself....haiz........

y my life always have to be that complicated...............?